This Will B Random


I feel so insufficient.

There isn’t one facet of my life where I feel secure and validated.
I’m just out here existing.
This isn’t life.
I’m over it all.

  • People in 2000: Y2K is going to kill us all!
  • in 2001: Anthrax is going to kill us all!
  • in 2002: West Nile Virus is going to kill us all!
  • in 2003: Weapons of Mass Destruction are going to kill us all!
  • in 2004: SARS is going to kill us all!
  • in 2005: Bird Flu is going to kill us all!
  • in 2006: E. Coli is going to kill us all!
  • in 2007: Vaccines are going to kill us all
  • in 2008: The Bad Economy is going to kill us all!
  • in 2009: Swine Flu is going to kill us all!
  • in 2010: BP Oil is going to kill us all!
  • in 2011: Obamacare is going to kill us all!
  • In 2012: The end of the world is going to kill us all!
  • In 2013: North Korea is going to kill us all!
  • In 2014: Ebola is going to kill us all!
  • Me: Eh, it will work out
  • I'm more afraid of the police tbh.

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I have a lot on my mind and can’t sleep

I’m really tired of being hurt and disappointed. Like, OVER IT.

I always put myself waaaaaaaay out there. On a limb. And then the shit breaks and next thing I know I’m back where I started.

This sucks so bad. I don’t want to feel feelings ever again.

I’m tired of nights like this. I’m emotionally exhausted.

It’s nobody’s fault but my own, though.

this is deeper than him. this is the unleashing of years and years of repressed self-loathing.


that shit didn’t help, but it is just too much for me right now. 


i will always be the girl someone settled for in some area. if it’s not body type, it’s complexion. if not complexion, it’s something else. i will always be missing pieces of the puzzle. so i’ll never be anyone’s anything. i’ll just be tossed around.

I feel this way too. I wish I could say it’s gotten better but it hasn’t.

the worst part about being hurt when someone doesn’t mean to hurt you and they’ve already apologized but you’re still hurting…there’s nothing you can do.


but just try to breathe all that bad energy out. i hate it. i’ve been a fucking chimney sweep for bad vibes today. 

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If you look to others for fulfillment,
you will never truly be fulfilled.
Lao Tzu (via thecalminside)

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#lategram I was blessed to spend yesterday morning and afternoon out in the middle of God’s creation. It was a much needed retreat away from the world.


Contrary to popular belief, no one is coming to save you. Save yourself.

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Like Daddy , Like Daughter

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I want
to notice

when I’m not around.

Radiohead, from Creep  (via wolf-cub)

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How Jimi Hendrix's race became his 'invisible legacy'

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sometimes you’ve gotta compliment yourself and just be your own hype squad

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